mind if i cut in?

not gonna lie i won't really write in here very much this summer.

i work everyday, i have tennis 4 days a week, and during festivals i work the other job. plus i have to start applying for scholarships and i might wanna sleep or see my friends a bit so livejournal REEEEALLY is not a priority for me. but i love you guys mucho.

the point of this was to ask if anybody has maggie's Xanga account thing becuase i wanna read it whenever she posts. sooooo if you happen to have it, please give me a bit of a holler and we'll for sure hook it up, alrighty?

i also wanted to say i'm so proud of kaity and so happy for her for getting into UWM and doing what she wants and for just having something HUGE go her way.

<3 hannah

plus, i heart danielle if she's reading this and i hope you're having a kick ass time in wales.

plus, for all those who read rob's lj, my boyfriend is not gay.

ok so i read alyssa's update and i read billy's blogs and such (yeah i'm an internet diary whore. sue me.) and i've come to a moderate comclusion.

it's not just men that would prevent a female politician from being elected.

women want to be equal yet we still strive to be given special privledges. we cannot be equal with men as long as we are trying to be better than them. and until we realize that equality goes both ways, men will never see us as equal.

nobody wants to elect a politician that acts superior to the rest of their countrymen.

no, it is not likely that a woman president will be elected anytime soon.

whether they admit it or not, men are intimidated by successful women. it's not really their fault, it's a cultural ideal. however, it's one that we need to overcome. the belief that blacks were inferior human beings was also a cultural belief, but that doesn't make it correct. men also don't want to admit that they see most women as being less intellectual than men. and women perpetuate that idea. when we begin to suppress our vocabulary or stop voicing our opinions because we feel that we're more sexually appealling as ditz's that just agree with their man, it becomes our fault that we're seen in a negative light.

overall, our culture needs to evolve before we can accept anything but a white christian male in the whitehouse. extra criticism would be put on anybody with a differing race or gender. the war in iraq would be due to "female problems" or "pms" rather than the logic and beliefs of our president. economic problems would be the fault of "an undereducated darky" rather than past events' effects on our country.

so whatever your personal conclusions on the topic happen to be, just remember that if you try and blame everybody else in the world, somebody is also blaming you. don't perpetuate the problems that we already have to live with.

querida senora flannery,
I hate your class and i always will.
I think it's funny that you think i am both a bad and good student becuase i "smoke pot".
I'm glad you're retiring even if nobody else is.
Stop complaining, you get paid to correct papers. it's your job. if you want a new one you can have mine. you get to clean up pee on the boy's bathroom wall. enjoy.
Bitchily, Pepita Zillmer

dear Ms. Miller,
I love you class and it makes me want to save the environment even more.
You taught me so much and now even squirrels interest me.
Thankfully, Hannah Zillmer

dear Mrs. Chapin,
I do not understand that math you are teaching me.
Telling me how simple it is doesn not help me grasp the concept.
Maybe you should try a new method.
Confused, Hannah Zillmer

dear Miss Grove,
I think that i would respect you much more as a teacher if i did not know more about business law than you do.
Abrahamson is pronounced "Abrumsun" NOT "eh bruh ham sin".
She's important so learn how to say her name please.
bored, Hannah

dear Mr. Steiner,
You're kind of a chauvenistic and stereotypical asshole most of the time.
Other than that you're pretty cool.
Sweatily, Hannah Zillmer (rob's the track star's sister)

dear Mr. Gutti,
You're a cool guy but you take your class too seriously.
I do not plan my life around APUSH.
And if you compare me to your ex-wife one more time i think i'll probably try and divorce you.
Frustrated, Hannah Zillmer (back corner next to Pan)

dear Ms. Harford,
Stop being a pushover in class please.
You're an amazing person and i think that once you get used to it you'll be a great teacher.
But just becuase it's your first year doesn't mean that you can't give assholes some shit.
Sincerely, Hannah Zillmer


i just thought it was a clever idea and i wanted to try it :)

i am not lame.

ok so is anybody else having that problem where they go to livejournal and try to look at their friends page and the font is like......so tiny that you can't see it?

becuase that's what's happening to me.

so i won't know what's going on your lives for a while becuase you're too small for me to see.
sorry kids.

it feels like five-fingered freezers are attached to my wrists

john gt has just acknowledged something positive about brookfield.




if you see any asteroids or other foeign objects falling from the sky, be warned.
it's armageddon.

http://kevan.org/johari?name=bananababe032

^^^so you should do it too por favorrrrrrr

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if you know you're smart, don't flaunt it please. you don't have to be like "oh my gawd i only got a 98 percent on that honors advanced placement ap bar exam! i can't believe it! that was so easy!" no matter how smart you are, if you brag you just look like a dumbass

MY BROTHER JUST GOT FIRST PLACE IN HIS FORENSICS MEET!!!! ok, might not seem like a big deal but that kid is CRAZY ADHD and he has a really reeeeally hard time focusing and actually working on anything and when he does it usually turns out like shit. but he fuckin did it man. matt got first place. WOOOOOHOOOO!

people should give maggie bridges more credit.

the ACT and SAT will not be the map for the rest of your life. you are who you are and if you really wanna do something i'm sure you'll do it. just because you don't do as well on those as you wanted to doesn't mean your life is over. enjoy your golden years man.

they should make foot warmers that never get cold.

nobody gives the davis cup enough prestige. the best players in the country play on the US team and it's a huge this becuase it's pretty much like the olympics except they have it every year. and the US usually wins. watch it sometime it's sweet.

i should go running.

this is kind of a philisophical entry so don't read it if you're gonna make fun of me lol

people are wonderful.
there's always that one person who calls you and you see their name on the caller ID and you smile. don't even deny it, you get happy. cherish that person.
there's also that one person who calls you and you see their name on the ID and you don't want to pick up. at all. and you think it's not worth it to deal with them. but you pick up anyway because you know it's the good thing to do. keep picking up, you might be the one they cherish.

i had so much more but i don't feel liek typing.

ok, so here's the fucking thing

i am so sick and fucking tired of people bashing brookfield.
i don't care where you live, ok?
if you believe that the town somebody lives in automatically puts them in a certain category, try taking that theory and rationalizing it with actual logic instead of just saying "i hate brookfield"

i grew up in fucking brookfield. i have lived here my entire life.
and ya know what? i'm fucking glad.
i had a childhood in the suburbs with a HUGE lawn and i had so much fun all the time and i thoroughly enjoyed it. if that makes me a snobby bitch, i'm sorry. get over it.

but if you're sitting there telling me that becuase i life in brookfield, i don't experience life, then you're fucking wrong. we have assholes just like everybody else. we have problems just like everybody else. maybe, becuase we live here, however, we're too tactful to shove our differences in everybody else's face.
maybe, because you don't live here, you'll never understand what it's like.

bottom line people, i'm not pissed off at anybody.
i just don't realize what gives you the right to tell me that i'm less than you becuase i live in brookfield.
give me a valid answer, and i'll move.

you know what?



life is really confusing.

and it's really contradictory.

and it's really an emotional roller coaster.





but i think i like it.

so i finished my research paper

it's in the cut. i would recomment NOT reading it seeing as how it's a bajillion and a half pages long and whatnot. but i felt like i should post it since it took me forever and a third to finish it. i was quite excited.

 

uhm....5 things that made my day better since, like maggie said, positives are better than negatives:
1) i actually went to an NHS meeting today and i signed up to help with battle of the band which is gonna effing RAWK this year you should all come
2) i got a 98% on the written portion of my spanish oral exam (HOLLERLLERLLERLLER)
3) mark waz brought me coffee and a CHURO! WOOOOAH!
4) benj was my cheerleader
5) i got to drive home with fei who i'm pretty sure i haven't actually talked to in FOREVER and i heart her mucho.

 

 

( meeeergh i <3 marijuana )

sooooo i'm grounded again.

and no, thank you very much to all the smart asses out there, i was not doing anything illegal.
the long and short of it is, my mom is a bitch with menopause and stress at work right now THEREFORE i get shat on in the process of her being....unstressed.

anyway, i'm banned from online for a while but i'll probably sneak on livejournal and myspace once in a while because i'm a whore.

so if you wanted to leave me messages there to give me a bit of a cheer-up and whatnot lovelies, that'd be lovely.

OR i have this cellphone upon which i LOVE to receive calls :)

so rob's annual party IS this week friday the 6th. idk what time.

262.391.1691.

that's his number. call him.

come to the party. it'll be super fun. prooooooomise.

waz 6 9 0: does mark waz have to slap a bitch?


SouLMaN1060: welcome ladies and gentleman 2 this lovely factory setting its a beautiful day outside sunny high 70s and we have 2 20 somethings in here
SouLMaN1060: they are currently making out and she has no shirt on and he has a bulge visible from his pants
SouLMaN1060: either he has a tumor or there is gonna be love makin
^^^he's practicing to be a porno announcer.


bananababe032: dude
bananababe032: you would have NO balls
waz 6 9 0: dude thats low
waz 6 9 0: i wouldnt hit you in the tits
waz 6 9 0: albeit they're small and hard to hit..
^^^we're gonna fight.


kdulovesu: LAME
kdulovesu: LAME
kdulovesu: LAME
^^^school.


raginglllama: i've got a emu launcher
raginglllama: got ir from ACME
raginglllama: willie e. coyote approved


bananababe032: you're in my profile TWICE
SouLMaN1060: SUPER DUPER
bananababe032: I KNOOOOOOOW!
bananababe032: lol
SouLMaN1060: im loved
bananababe032: aaaaw
bananababe032: i love you benj
bananababe032: we're bff's
SouLMaN1060: yeah we are
SouLMaN1060: i love ya 2 sexy


...and on that note mark waz is bringing me coffee.
I HEART MY FRIENDSSSS!

ok, so i've been in a thinking mood lately and i've come to kind of a conclusion. there is no point to life. there really isn't. it's notsomething that you have to live up to and you don't have to follow a destiny or whatever. life just is. it's here. it's like a gift. and you don't have to do anything with it, you just have to live. and whatever, you can live however you want. i really do not care at all. just do it, though. like, stop thinking that you have to be something or live up to some idea about you and stop assuming that there's only one way to truly live your life. my life is not your life. your life is DEFINITELY not my mom's life. so don't try to make them the same becuase nobody is ever the same. fortune cookies will not actually tell you the future. horoscopes do not actually mean anything. nothing can control your life but you. just live it.

and for all you people who are going to be assholes about this entry and automatically assume shit, i am neither drunk nor high becuase, contrary to popular opinion, my life does not revolve around ingesting foreign substances and just because i occassionally do does not mean that i'm any different than i was before. perhaps, while you're now inspecting your life and wondering if you're truly living and whatnot, you could also check if you're making people feel like shit. i'm sure it would be greatly appreciated.

oh my